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pixieprincess

Every time I do this I know it gets annoying. I may be one of the most whinny people my friends know of. I'm just not sure. Well, it may sound that I always say that I always have something to whine about might as well swig for it.

BUT! You have to give me some slack, I didn't whine for a long long-long time (besides the part that I whine that I miss my friends and relatives).

And this time its different I guess. Well, every rambling I give is different from the other. So if my ramblings were colorful I think I already have beaten the colors of rainbow.

First of all, I hate doing my essays. I rant about this all time with Jinks. And me, myself are annoyed with ME ranting about it. I just can't stop. It’s really hard. I'll probably end up pulling my hair because of this. I hate my COMMAS! For *censor expletive* sake I am so tired and it’s the HOLIDAYS.
HOLIDAYS I TELL YOU! HOLIDAYS!

Then here comes the prick that adds up my emotion more than ever, Jefferey Ian Kimble. Now Jinks, don't go shocking with me, you perfectly know well why I'm saying this and making you a guest again for my post. And to his defense he does make me feel that apart from everything I am still remembered and fantasized (just kidding), but seriously. So now you're asking why is Dawn whining on this perfect person prick? Well, let me tell you this, every person's life is not a piece of peach but some people has some rotten on some ways. It’s not that I’m not happy about it, I am, and I really am. It’s just that I’m so confused about the idea. He’s super duper nice, that’s the problem.

pixieprincess

Verse 1 : 
I been writing you this letter 
Wanna say boy, that i love you so 
They just don't know 
Even though they try to tell me 
Forget about you, cuz' you're locked away 
My love won't change 

Hook: 
And maybe i'll wait, Ten thousand days 
Whatever it takes, to see your face 
Wherever you are, no matter how far 
Can't tear us apart, you got my heart 

Chorus: 
Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no 
Cuz i got you babe 
Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no 
Cuz i got you babe 
We gon' fight, oh yes we gon' fight 
Believe we gon' fight, fight for our right to love, yeah 
Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no 
Cuz i got you babe 

Verse 2 : 
So boy I'm making you this promise 
I wanna do this, never leave you know, you got my word 
And I can't even for minute imagine my life without you in my world 


Hook: 
And maybe i'll wait, Ten thousand days 
Whatever it takes, to see your face 
Wherever you are, no matter how far 
Can't tear us apart, you got my heart 

Chorus: 
Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no 
Cuz i got you babe 
Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no 
Cuz i got you babe 
We gon' fight, oh yes we gon' fight 
Believe we gon' fight, fight for our right to love, yeah 
Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no 
Cuz i got you babe 

Bridge: 
This love that we have they will never know 
Missing you so bad and the tear flow 
I'll be waiting right here, why did you have to leave? 
So hard when you're away from me 
But I'm a Big girl and i know I will see you soon 
Boy, I'm counting the days just to be with you 
Don't matter where you are, they can't break us apart 
You know you'll always have my heart 

Chorus: 
Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no 
Cuz i got you babe 
Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no 
Cuz i got you babe 
We gon' fight, oh yes we gon' fight 
Believe we gon' fight, fight for our right to love, yeah 
Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no 
Cuz i got you babe 

i'm just. well. wow. for the song. 

pixieprincess

nice, sakto. but then. i was just thinking. how's my tabs? hmm. and there it is. same as i left it. nothing changed. too busy with multiply and friendster and imeem.

l.a. is full of madness. seeing lindsay lohan running in the middle of the night was interesting and disturbing though. haha.

oh well..

pixieprincess

then i knew you'll never be the one for me. even though i tried to be. not be the one for you but tried to understand and move on. but then whenever i thought i did and challenged myself to confront you, just the mere searching and approaching you, makes me realize how my chest drums and how my tummy explodes butterflies. then i'll understand how deepened i was for you. and maybe still is. i can't help it to admit it. but this 'truthness' just can no longer be hindden beneath my bed and in notes. i just hope you'll go easy with it.


i wish by this time around you'll get her heart, not what i did. saw you when you were no longer there.

manhid na ako.. cge. sorry.

pixieprincess

like what i said to my last recent post before this, "life ASS they know it", more assness to come more days of 'miserability'. i don't want to sound like a freak that would go nuts because of several mischiefs but sometimes there's this time in a girl's life who would see a reality check. i mean seriously, who do you think is alive right now or has lived that has not ever experience suffering of mischief? i bet even the queen of england has her own complaints in life. maybe not outspoken but in her own delicate head, she does. who evers get satisfied with what they want? hell, even an infant cries for something they demands.

i'm now eighteen and i suppose to understand things maturely, and being mature means accepting things. here i go again with acceptance. but sometimes whenever i think about maturity and acceptance i think about masks. cause sometimes whenever you accept, sometimes you tend to hide your true visions of the complications of life, and just blankly accepts. cause that's what the elders, most commonly known as parents, told you to do and to feel.

when i say 'more days to come' i mean that more days to hide and to bear that real and true feelings. ok, so i'm eighteen and my parents are still the one who decides my every day actions. and when i complain i get into a bigger trouble. i have to wait. i have to bear it. i'm still merely flying beneath their wings.

more days to come of wearing masks. i swear i am not the happiest person you've ever met. i just pretend to be so everything would look nice and ok. but it really isn't. so..

life as they know it, has more days to come to trully reveal it.

pixieprincess

hey! i'm kinda visiting this site ulit kasi its been really a long time since my last post in this account. i've been busy filling out several of my other accounts from other sites. and sometimes i really have no time at all to type on what has happen in my daily life. i mean come on. do you expect me to dictate every single sip i do with my juice?